January 2009
life is good
I got a 3.4 for the 1st semester. One more semester to go! I can’t wait for graduation and grad night. I need to stay on my toes though, I hate it when I slack off.
I went to Santee Alley with Jenny. We both got matching Marc Jacobs bags. She has black, and I have creme white.
I need to study tonight for Econ. I hate bringing my textbook to class. I’m slacking off in Anatomy a little...
freedom
Religions are necessarily splitting people, creating a duality in the human mind. That is their way of exploiting you. If you are whole, you are beyond their control. If you are cut in fragments, then all your strength is destroyed, all your power, your dignity, abolished. Then you can be a Christian, a Hindu, a Mohammedan. If you are left just the way you were born— natural, without any...
calm down, bitch!
Jenny and I. Polaroids. Goodbye old hair! New hair. I wish it was noticeably red though.
eeeevvvvaaaa
on the daily
comfortable
Friday night
consisted of: - hanging out with Paizley, Adham, & Eddie - getting subway, then going home to fix my room - showering and watching movies in bed
"goodbuhyyee"
I am going to miss you so much! :[ You won’t be back for such a long time.
I love you. KTHANKSBYE. -_-
I want to be alone.
I don’t know what kind of grades I have at the moment. That’s really bugging me. I just NEED to know, at all times. I want to be alone. I hate drama. I miss a few things.
Do you like my robe? It’s my favorite.
boys/men
I’m going to cut them out of my life, completely.
Relationships, flings, crushes, liking someone. Love, in general. It’s a waste of time to me. It’s not for me, at all. At least not right now. There’s drama and feelings, emotion. No thank you. I can’t help but love you though. This sucks.
My future, best friends, and family are the only important things right now.
Thomas & clouds
Too bad he has to go back to New York.. :sigh: BUT, aren’t those some weird looking clouds? :P
rituals
morning: - cigarette - sunny d - get ready night: - run for an hour - watch movies - do homework - read - sleep
self
I need to push myself more. I take everything so lightly. I need to try harder in life. But, I’m tired. I just want to lye in bed and eat Ferrero Rochers and watch movies on my laptop all day, because I don’t have a tv in my room. I don’t watch much television anyways. I want to fix my room up, but that would be a waste of money. I should do it when I have my own apartment or...
iManage
I do well on my own. I manage. Even though I’m pretty independent, even though I can do pretty much everything by myself, I kind of wish I had someone by my side to things with. I just want to have someone around. I like my alone time and all, but I have way too much of it. It would be nice to have someone keep me company for once. I’m not hinting at anyone or anything, more of just a...
caught
My mom saw me smoking a cigarette in the backyard. She got mad, and told me to put it out. I just finished the rest of it as she went inside. I could see her peeking from inside, watching me trying to finish my cigarette. I went inside, and she was in her room. She knows I smoke, but she’s never seen me actually do it. It’s funny though, because that was my last cigarette from the...
Tawnny's birthday party
By the way, Paizley made yummy breakfast this morning.
— Tawnny’s real birthday is on the 7th. But here a few pictures from her birthday!
Enjoy:
dinner
Paizley is making us dinner tonight. I’m not sure what she’s making. I’m pretty excited. I have to finish my essay by tonight, before Saturday, because that is Tawnny’s short shorts and mustaches birthday party. I’m so excited! Hehehe.
I’m addicted to making facebook videos, by the way.
ill
I’m really sick. I like the way my voice sounds. I hate the way I feel. I’ve been in bed for awhile. I slept really late last night for some reason. I told myself I’d do my essay as soon as I woke up, but I honestly can’t get myself to do it. I just want to get ready first. Smoke a cigarette, even though I shouldn’t be smoking when I’m sick, or at all. Maybe...
+4 pictures
This is me. This is Paizley. This is Jenny. This is Tawnny. That’s all the pictures for now. Goodbye.
Lord of the Rings
The third Lord of the Rings (Return of the King) is hands down, my favorite LOTR movie. The battle is so intense. Hahaha. So far, we’ve watched the first one.. and we’re in the middle of the second one. The war is coming up pretty soon, I’m so anxious! The ranger and the elf are my favorite. Hehehe. The elves are my favorite. I’m fucking lame. Kthanksbye!
another journal
Hello to the new year.
livejournal blogspot My other two journals. Hahaha.
Life has been pretty good to me. I have my parents trust. I’ve been a ridiculously good kid lately. I have such amazing friends, I may not have many, but the ones I have I appreciate so much. My birthday went well, and so did Christmas. I’ve honestly overcome so many different things this year, and I’m...